A Sad Story That will make you cry!

Boy: Hi baby!! How are u? I'm so happy today!!

Girl: Wait, I'll text u later, I'm still busy with my thesis.

Boy: Can u do it later? Let's talk first.. I miss u so much baby.

Girl: I have to finish this on time, u knw that.

Boy: Please baby, just this once? u can finish that tomorrow.

Girl: What???? Can't u understand this is my project!? Can't u give me time for myself?? COULD U PLEASE? I ALSO HAVE MY OWN LIFE..LET ME LIVE FOR MYSELF FOR ONCE! STOP TEXTING ME!

Boy: Sorry baby. I love u very very much. I'll just text u later.

Boy: Hi baby, I can't stay long not texting you. I really wanted to talk to u.. I want us to be happy again.

Boy: Hi baby, still u are not responding to my texts. How's your thesis?

Boy: Baby... Please respond, I'm worried already..

Boy: Baby it's already 10 PM.. It's been 2 hours but u are still not replying to my text. I miss u already...i love u so much!

Boy: Uhm baby.. I love u so much.. I'm just here for u always.. The time is near that we'll always be together..

Girl: Didn't I tell u I'll text u after I'm done with my thesis?! Can't u understand that?!?! Why is it so hard for u to get that I'm BUSY?? It's like there's no tomorrow..u are overreacting..WILL U JUST SLEEP??

Boy: Sorry baby.. Ok. Goodnight baby..I love u..Take care of yourself always..I'll always here to guide u..I'm just here..I'll never leave u.

......the NEXT DAY........
Girl: Baby, wake up..Sorry about what I've said last night..i was just really busy..eat your breakfast baby, I'll be going to school now..

Girl: Wake up baby, u still have classes to attend..text me when you're awake..

Girl: Hey, why until now u're not texting? It's already our lunch break..why didn't u attend your classes? Don't u have phone credits? Please text me..

Boy: He left us already..my son left me already..Your boyfriend left u..he already left those who are dear to him..Did he tells u he's sick?

This was the 3rd year his doctor gave him...we thought it wasn't true..Because no one can predict how long a person can live in this world..but to our surprised, his heart didn't make it too..

We tried to wake him up this morning but he never responded... There was a message for u in his phone but he wasn't able to send it..

"Take care of yourself always, I'm happy where I am going..please, don't cry..I'm sorry I didn't tell u about my condition..i don't want to bother u bcoz I know how busy u are with your thesis..i don't wanna add up to ur worries..I'm not sure if I'm lucky enough to still have a chance to wake up tomorrow but I'm always praying that He'll give me a chance to see u and be with u everyday of my life..I love u so much...i regret that we didn't have a chance to talk longer today.. but I understand u..u might fail on your thesis if u won't be able to finish it..I'm really really sorry...and I love u very very much.. Please, promise me you'll be strong..I'm by your side now..I'll always be here..?"

Sadness explained

And the other day I thought about why being so sad. I experienced that when you want to feel sad  no-one can f**king stop you from being sad. And also that when you are sad everyone and everything else in this world seems to be happy. And that makes you feel more sad but sort of make you think.... Why are you being so sad when no-one else cares and then you say it's not because I wanna show people that I am sad, I am just sad but deep inside you know the lie. Then you start to think about happiness which other people are experiencing and you want to but at the same time you won't let yourself to experience it.
Well you know everything that when you be sad there are thousands of reasons and you know the reason to be happy but you still won't let yourself be. This mind trap let's you involve much more in yourself and might help you to know yourself much better or might destroy you. You choose. So while being sad for a person or a situation think that the situation has gone and so should my sadness and I shouldn't be in this mood because there are plenty of other things which would make me happy.
The best way of being happy and changing your or someone's mood while being sad is to give them lots of reasons to be happy so that they can fight their sadness with an army of reasons to be happy and mind that the army of sadness has too many soldiers. So give yourself or the other person being sad much strategic and strong reasons which would help him fight himself. Another thing is music. If the person listens to songs ( lyrical music) then he would yet be more sad because it might somehow make him remember the reason he was sad. While listening to simple music (without any lyrics just sound (not loud but soothing)) helps a lot.
Observe the person who is sad. He doesn't always look sad. But some symptoms symbolize that he is which might be holding pillow while sleeping -this in cases of people who never used to hold pillows earlier is a strong symptom that they are loosing a battle within. And feels lonely.
Observe the person who is sad even yourself if you are sad and want to be happy and accordingly find the solution. This will help a lot. 

Zinda hu mai

Zinda hu mai
Taki tu aisa na kahe
Ki koi hai nhi mujhe yaad krne wala
Har pal har waqt ye dhadkane bas tujhko pukarti hai
Kehti h wo sada khush rahe
Kisi pal aasu n aa pahe unki aakhon me
Bhale hi mai dikhata nhi pr kadr bht krta hu
Umeedein kuch nhi hai aap se
Bas itna ki kabhi samne aau toh dutkarna mat bhale hi galatiyan ki hai humne
Ha
Zinda hu mai
Taki tu ye keh sake
Koi hai pagal jo mere khatir hai jee rha

-ASH