You want to know why i love you, ..... I love you for everything you are. I love you for what you are not how you look.
*She smirked.*
I know its hard to believe someone saying that. But sometimes to some people, when they're in love, looks don't matter. They don't care how the other looks, they just love the other for what they are.
You know why I love you?
I love you for who you are. I love you because of your nature, your honesty towards people, because of that beautiful soft heart of yours that cares for people, that never thinks wrong about someone. I love everything about you. I love when you talk. I love when you smile. THAT, makes me happy! That makes me smile too. I don't know if that's normal but whenever I look at you or a picture of yours, i just zone out for a bit and just keep looking as if its the end of the world and you're the only thing i can look at. then i smile like an idiot and i haven't yet found the reason why.
I love the way you talk. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you walk. I love it when you smile at the ground. I love those awkward little sounds you make randomly. I smile when you're around. I love the way you treat people. I love how you make me feel when you're around. Its just awesome. You have become a part of me now, I think of you even when you're not around. I make my decisions by asking myself what would you say of this. Its like we never did stop talking to each other. Yeah I know I made that mistake I left you and I was insanely mad that I did that. It was the most childish decision of my life and the decision I'll regret the most. But not one day has passed since I realized how incomplete I'm without you, that I've not thought of you, That I've not missed you..... That I've not missed .... Us. I miss everything we did. I miss talking with you. I miss taking care of you. I miss saying text me when you reach home, I miss those naughty little mischievous things you did, I miss your scrambling my hair, I miss making you lap my pillow and looking at you upside down, you know I felt like i'm in heaven when I rested my head on your lap, it felt like this is what i ever wanted. this is it. there's nothing more I want from my life. I miss that.
I miss you being around. I miss the way you looked at me blissfully, filled with joy and mischief with those beautiful dark brown eyes of yours. I miss kissing your forehead when i wanted to show you love, i miss kissing your cheeks when you are looking adorable, i miss staring at you for no reason at all, i miss kissing your lips for no reason at all. i still miss you and i still love you.
Do you even have the slightest idea of what I feel towards you, of how much i care about you...
do you know I ........
What? she asked
no I'm not going to say that
Say it. "tujhe meri kasam" she said
You know I don't believe in swearing
oh i've heard that quite a few times now, she said. Are you going to tell me?
okay....
(quite a long pause)
I don't know why i do this but i care about you so much that i ask quite a few times to god about something. I make wishes for you. i don't wish you, i wish for you....... now i'm not gonna tell what i wish because i do want them to come true and you have my word don't even try to ask me about what i have always wished for you, TUJHE meri kasam.
I thought you didn't believe in swearing. she said with a little (very little) smile on her face.
Yes I don't but i know you do... you know, i've always felt connected to you. i always dream about you now and then. it was yesterday that i dreamed that you and me are stuck on an island. i know that sounds crazy but its true. I can't stop myself thinking about you and i think i know the reason for this. its because until my death, every day that passes by, every minute that i spend, every moment i spend, i can't stop myself loving you more than i did in the previous moment and you don't know how much i love and how much i care but every minute.... my love increases and its more than i've ever loved you... AND this will continue, this will continue till i die or until my mind explodes having only your thoughts in it and i go mad to love you much more than you can even imagine. But at that time even if you're with me, i won't be able to believe it, it would just feel like a dream to me that you are in front of me, that i can touch you that i can talk to you for real but it would be of no use because i won't be talking to the real you but the dreamy you that made me fall insanely in love with you.
*She smirked.*
I know its hard to believe someone saying that. But sometimes to some people, when they're in love, looks don't matter. They don't care how the other looks, they just love the other for what they are.
You know why I love you?
I love you for who you are. I love you because of your nature, your honesty towards people, because of that beautiful soft heart of yours that cares for people, that never thinks wrong about someone. I love everything about you. I love when you talk. I love when you smile. THAT, makes me happy! That makes me smile too. I don't know if that's normal but whenever I look at you or a picture of yours, i just zone out for a bit and just keep looking as if its the end of the world and you're the only thing i can look at. then i smile like an idiot and i haven't yet found the reason why.
I love the way you talk. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you walk. I love it when you smile at the ground. I love those awkward little sounds you make randomly. I smile when you're around. I love the way you treat people. I love how you make me feel when you're around. Its just awesome. You have become a part of me now, I think of you even when you're not around. I make my decisions by asking myself what would you say of this. Its like we never did stop talking to each other. Yeah I know I made that mistake I left you and I was insanely mad that I did that. It was the most childish decision of my life and the decision I'll regret the most. But not one day has passed since I realized how incomplete I'm without you, that I've not thought of you, That I've not missed you..... That I've not missed .... Us. I miss everything we did. I miss talking with you. I miss taking care of you. I miss saying text me when you reach home, I miss those naughty little mischievous things you did, I miss your scrambling my hair, I miss making you lap my pillow and looking at you upside down, you know I felt like i'm in heaven when I rested my head on your lap, it felt like this is what i ever wanted. this is it. there's nothing more I want from my life. I miss that.
I miss you being around. I miss the way you looked at me blissfully, filled with joy and mischief with those beautiful dark brown eyes of yours. I miss kissing your forehead when i wanted to show you love, i miss kissing your cheeks when you are looking adorable, i miss staring at you for no reason at all, i miss kissing your lips for no reason at all. i still miss you and i still love you.
Do you even have the slightest idea of what I feel towards you, of how much i care about you...
do you know I ........
What? she asked
no I'm not going to say that
Say it. "tujhe meri kasam" she said
You know I don't believe in swearing
oh i've heard that quite a few times now, she said. Are you going to tell me?
okay....
(quite a long pause)
I don't know why i do this but i care about you so much that i ask quite a few times to god about something. I make wishes for you. i don't wish you, i wish for you....... now i'm not gonna tell what i wish because i do want them to come true and you have my word don't even try to ask me about what i have always wished for you, TUJHE meri kasam.
I thought you didn't believe in swearing. she said with a little (very little) smile on her face.
Yes I don't but i know you do... you know, i've always felt connected to you. i always dream about you now and then. it was yesterday that i dreamed that you and me are stuck on an island. i know that sounds crazy but its true. I can't stop myself thinking about you and i think i know the reason for this. its because until my death, every day that passes by, every minute that i spend, every moment i spend, i can't stop myself loving you more than i did in the previous moment and you don't know how much i love and how much i care but every minute.... my love increases and its more than i've ever loved you... AND this will continue, this will continue till i die or until my mind explodes having only your thoughts in it and i go mad to love you much more than you can even imagine. But at that time even if you're with me, i won't be able to believe it, it would just feel like a dream to me that you are in front of me, that i can touch you that i can talk to you for real but it would be of no use because i won't be talking to the real you but the dreamy you that made me fall insanely in love with you.
